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Sick pt. 3
01:46
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Did you think that you could address me
Did you think we would come to an understanding
Did you think I could lift these things
You thought you knew me
Don't think I can't hear those gears turning
I can feel you leaning and it's suffocating
Why'd you pick me
I can't
Please just go away
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2. |
Defense
01:44
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I'm reverting back to fourteen
You can't stop me
Fuck all of y'all
You refuse to see what I see
You can have your thoughts
But this isn't your song
It's ok to be wrong
I just think you're wrong
You're still wrong
I am a rock
I am an island
I am a bunker
I'm a fortress
I am a rock
I am stone-faced in the whole charade
The branches twisting in the rain
And you
I've held it in so long
My mind it makes me sick
It'll stay right here until these vessels quit
Pumping jealousy into my coated arteries
My own distrust will kill me
And I want it
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3. |
Ask a Question
03:14
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Why is it so hard
To ask a question
To you
I'm just wondering
Inside taken to far
But I want to
See you a little better
You are a light
Who's hard to look at
I think about you all the time
But I can't tell you that
Can I
Please forgive me
I'll never get this right
Please don't look through me
Just wanna be part of your life
It's ok
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4. |
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Trust you
Give me a reason to
Are you exhausted at me
I guess I'll be sorry
You see
These things were built around me
And I let them in
They poisoned me
I poisoned them
This is just the way I've been
Just can't open
What's in here
Contents unclear
Everyone's scared
I am terrified of ever showing
Or even knowing
There's bars on my windows now
So no one's getting in or out
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5. |
From my Room
01:34
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I am all that I have left
Sitting here smoking this metal cigarette
It hits me when I need
Don't give me what I need
You don't need to believe me
I'm looking for the real thing
I was fooled all along
Why can't I take this mask off
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6. |
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Didn't ask for it
But I'll stick around
I'm used to it by now
You're not the first
But it still hurts
And I can't let you in anymore
I won't let you in anymore
You don't notice who
And you don't care at all
Got you're pretty one into
Will they catch you when you fall
Who will you call
Cause I can't let you in anymore
I won't let you in anymore
I know who wants me
And who just wants my time
I don't want you anymore in my life
You just take from me
You just wanna take from me
Silly me
I didn't see you as a snake
Who wants me on my belly too
Stupid stupid me
Gave you an inch and then a foot
And it was never enough
I thought you were good
I thought we were good
You thought we were good
Thought you were good
But you're not
And you're not
Please can you not
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7. |
Express Yourself!
03:19
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I did this
And I know the consequences
When you're in it
How much you know yourself
I am learning
I am saying what I'm feeling
If you want me
I can try to
With my defenses
And straddling these fences
Didn't feel advances
On what I know is wrong
And this is me now
I'm not afraid of anything
Except for this
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8. |
Don't Hold Back!
03:13
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Thought it wouldn't be too bad
If I could just make it
Through the night
I had six packs in
The set went just fine
Spent the night avoiding it
But he comes anyway
In this rocking chair I sit
I sway
It'll never be ok
I guess we're doing this
Everyone seems fine with it
You think I give a shit
I guess we're doing this
Held on to the lights
Kept me on the ground
Held on to the streetlights
Let me know what's up and down
Why you smile at me
If you knew
You wouldn't be
Off the deep end
I'm drowning
Don't you dare touch me
Nostalgia counts for nothing
When I'm ashamed of that me
I'm still ugly
Because I wanna be
You can't change me
Please don't smile at me
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9. |
In my Bed
03:00
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Tried to keep it airtight tonight
I'm leaking and it might not be alright
Trying not to spill a drop
It's not something I can stop
Stephanie
You probably don't remember
You kind of fucked me
Behind a shed
Summer of '95 in Aston
Any lasting effects I know weren't meant
It's just these friends
They always give it in the end
It's always the same
I hope you're doing ok
Endlessly think of these things
As I shut my eyes repeatedly
I was just trying to sleep
Broken satellite dish
Drags along my neighbor's house
It scraps along the brick
And it's orange outisde
The thoughts come back again
Maybe I should die
But I just breath deep
And try to go to sleep
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10. |
Today (Now's the Time)
03:13
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I woke up today
I decided to do some stuff today
Shut off what my brain was gonna say
Didn't need it anyway
And I ran today
I ran as far as my little legs
Could carry me through this awkward phase
A great escape
Today I've got a reason to be here
Today I learn to live more with this fear
I don't need you here
Come on let's play
All those bad thoughts just put them away
Before we take the fall of old age
I wanna see
I'm still searching for this thing
I wanna see
Today I feel enough of me alive
Delay the clock that ticks away the time
Today I see with eyes unclouded by hate
Now's the time
You wrote to me
You spoke to me
I couldn't let go of these lies
I still don't know
But I can't just keep it all inside
I could come to life
It's about time
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